The Poetry of Jim Lampos


      GOWANUS CANAL  ©1988 James Lampos (First published in the Bad Henry Review, Vol 5/6, 1988)

      The tugboats moored on the Gowanus
      Canal are mourning tonight, letting out long
      humid notes that echo in the machine
      metal valley between South Brooklyn
      and the Slope.  Bells of surviving
      Red Hook churches sound the hours
      as old men add up their points
      and cough up their dough
      in the private cafe backrooms

      Smoke windowed black limos
      slice through the mist
      like a permanent Sunday past
      the spare-parts shops and lumber
      yards, through red lights
      steady and unscathed
      over the deserted broken
      cobblestoned and tar patched roads.
      The back seat bosses watch television,
      sleep off dinner and make decisions
      on their way to Court Street funeral
      parlors and family reunions.

      A scarred junkie moon
      illuminates the overgrown courtyards
      and vacant lots, looks through
      the empty shells of long abandoned
      row houses or tar papered shacks
      still inhabited.  Still inhabited by the boys
      on the nod crashed on the needle
      and bottle strewn floor dreaming of reliving
      that first power rush.  Still inhabited
      by the bachelor mechanics of 3rd Avenue,
      still inhabited by sleepless families,
      still inhabited by sad widows
      sitting by the window
      counting the cars to pass the night.

      In the apartment above the Time
      Machine Tire Shop, a man lays restless
      in his bed howling beneath the finite
      ceiling and watching the late show’s electronic
      terror in a humid evening fever.  He doesn’t know
      I see him as I walk by--walk by feeling
      like someone with a spade
      is turning over
      the soil in my bowels.

      The moon twists and stretches
      in the oily waters under the 9th Street
      bridge.  A creaking barge
      sits waiting for it to be raised.
      Hector sits on the deck,
      lighting a cigarette hoping
      to get back on time to his wife,
      to a beer, to a dreamless sleep.

      Four cans of Ballantine
      will put us away tonight.
      "What do you mean
      the kid’s not back yet?
      Why the hell can’t you
      keep an eye on him?"
      Hector’s shouting and Wanda’s crying
      as the Spanish minister’s promising
      hellfire and repeating the number
      for donations on the Christian station.

      Downstairs a rickety 1940 B-movie geezer
      comes out of the 3rd Avenue Pub
      muttering to himself:  "You’d better
      watch it Henry, the boys are gonna
      bust this place up tonight.
      Get your men together
      and get outta here,
      they’ll be coming
      down hard allright..."

      The Red Hook Boys roam Smith Street
      looking for some action, another taste
      of old-time passion and glory.  They’re crossing
      the border into the lower Slope all decked
      out in brand-new Puma shoes,
      brass knuckles, blades, spiked leather
      wristbands and belts.
      Hip-hopping high jumping
      the turnstiles with a nothing-coming
      grace, they shoot up the stairs
      to the subway platform
      and get down on the rails
      for a memory race
      down the trestle
      to the 4th Avenue station.
      The switchman looks the other way,
      calls ahead, and holds up the trains.

      The dogs howl
      remembering the legend
      of hot summer rumbles
      that tore up the streets
      for three days straight
      back in ‘71.  But no one
      fights in the streets these days,
      no, now it’s done in the dark,
      in the hallways of walk-ups,
      in the warehouses of the Bronx,
      on the docks and Port
      Authority piers.  They’ve traded
      in the knives for guns and the bikes
      for Impalas, smashing windows
      at Dominic’s corner store
      for running horse in the Project.

      Getting pumped
      with a cut,
      colder than snow
      a soul on ice.
      Orders from the boss,
      midnight dumping unseen:
      bodies sinking deep
      in the Gowanus.

      Used to be the Canal carried
      boats heavy with enough fresh fish
      and fruit to feed half of Brooklyn.
      But now its dark along the docks clear
      from Red Hook to Sunset Park.
      Windows are all broken,
      hoods are popped open,
      and even the diehards
      need a good recharging.
      Old industrial injuries and Night
      Train headaches--no one can
      think straight.  Carrying more weight
      everyday, harboring permanent limps
      and instant suspicions, swollen lips
      and bleeding fingers.
              But the reactions
      remain quick--the instincts
      accurate. Deep
      inside an unbreakable
      heart, there’s a faith
      and love burning in the scars,
      deep inside the head
      there’s a sense
      that can separate
      the living from the dead.
      See these hands, they still have
      feeling in them---
      enough feeling
      to fix anything.

      See Mickey and Slade got sprung
      from the Tombs and are back to tell
      their tales to us wharf-rats
      squinting over trashcan tip sheets.
      They gave up tagging
      trains in the BMT yards since the guards
      started using razor wire, shotguns, and Dobermans.
      They’ve been working in the forgotten
      corner playground beneath the El,
      two cans in each hand,
      spraying a desperate ecstasy--
      throbbing letters making love
      inside pulsating messages,
      volcanic coded colors
      clashing and bleeding
      into each other.
      Spreading the word,
      the street level news.
      Language that won’t fake
      it coming from the tongue.

      Rusty wrought
      iron fences unevenly line
      both sides of a rising
      buckling road that cuts
      through grounds of untended
      grasses and groaning Oaks;
      road ending dead at the humming
      formaldehyde factory where men masked white
      concentrate in the floodlit
      forbidding receiving yard.
      Aimed walk with this known
      inevitable destination inexplicably is twisted
      and severed, familiar terrain suddenly
      becomes unsettling, and the air thinner as if
      descended from higher elevations.  An apparition
      stands near the factory gates, in the empty field motionless,
      her uneasy features rippling in seeming
      metamorphosis with the slightest direction
      shift of wind, sparking memories
      undefined.  Who is she?  Here homeless
      in this world, in the barren stretches
      along the rotting piers of Brooklyn
      New York with garments mended timeless,
      back curved, and eyes piercing through electric
      lines of strain.  Has she returned to review
      the works forsaken her, to examine
      the foundations of ancient addresses or resurrect
      a lost relation?  Unresponsive
      to voice and gesture, with my forward
      movement she dissipates
      into an atmosphere
      of unattainable presence.

      The air is heavy with
      the smell of the harbor,
      the all-night chemical plants
      of Red Hook and the refineries
      of Bayonne.  Leaning over the drawbridge
      rail; inhaling the fumes of phenols leaking
      and motor oil oozing into the intestinal waters,
      taking in the jailhouse blues of lonely Shepherds
      complaining to the warden, old pooches crooning
      to the stars beyond the chain-link sky, old hounds
      howling spook requiems to their mothers out there somewhere.
      I’m leaning over and hearing it all--the wail of alley cats
      getting boned, the sputter of tired Detroit engines
      turning over and warming up for Elizabeth,
      seizing up in Red Hook, ending up dumped and dismantled
      in some scrapyard far from home.  I’m leaning over
      watching the Canal smear its story as it flows,
      the drain pipes cough up phlegm,
      the tugboats blow their nose.

      "C’mon, don’t treat yourself that way Joe."

      I’ve come with a notion
      Old Gowanus, to recollect
      the splinters of dreams
      and severed fingers
      you’ve tucked away,
      the stolen pistols
      and sunken treasures
      you’ve saved
      the piss, tears
      dreams and sweat
      you’ve claimed.
      Recollect--shitty Canal
      stinking to the heavens--
      that you were once a river
      and hills rose from both
      your banks.  Brooklyn Heights
      nourished you as it returned
      your borrowed waters sweetened
      with the blood of revolution.
      A city was built
      all around you--
      a city of pizza parlors, churches and
      Whitman.  A city of pigeons,
      ice factories and hit men.

      Old Gowanus--you clogged vein,
      sister of the Seine,
      kin of the Thames--
      I’ve come to reflect
      by your giving pilings
      and your storied gateways,
      on your wood-frame
      drawbridges and tenacious
      catwalks, under the bypass
      interstate artery overhead.

      I’m killing time now
      watching the staggered grave-
      yard shift workers as they pass,
      picking out who’s going to work
      and who’s coming back.
      Vinny comes by--familiar figure--
      visionary and hungry,
      talking to himself,
      scrounging for cigarette money.
      Splitting a pack
      of menthols we head back
      across the Canal
      silent and smoking toward home.

      Crossing back up to 10th Street I get a quick
      sickly sweet whiff from the Christianson
      Bakery preparing rolls for the morning
      deliveries to diners across town, and a sudden
      sting in my nostrils of sulfur growing stronger.
      A red haze blankets the Slope, obscuring the clock-
      tower, sending down a fire-light mist.
      The kids, I guess, have been doing their homework--
      they didn’t forget, ‘cause tonight they’ve blocked
      the road and are putting on a show.
      Block buster bottle rocket M-80
      helicopter roman bomb candles
      firing up the neighborhood,
      ripping up the dirty curtains
      and exposing our piece of Heaven
      in a pure one-punch explosion.

      The streets are covered
      one-inch deep in a firecracker
      confetti carpet of red.
      The neighbors:  Bruno, Stella, Izzy,
      Carmen, Carmella, Hector, Wanda, Pops,
      Vinny, Alely and me, Marie and everyone
      else on the street are out on the sidewalk
      with chips and bottles on folding tables
      watching; the fathers are teaching
      their kids how to hold
      the sparklers proper--they’re showing them the way,
      because tomorrow
      is Independence Day.

      I head East up 10th
      with a stray cat
      following me, and the sense
      of a spirit to my left,
      just out of sight, two steps
      behind me.  Back on my front porch
      smoking the evening’s last
      cigarette, I tip my hat to the cats with trash can
      salvaged chicken bones and the wreckers
      hauling the spare-part remains of a Brooklyn
      celebration.  I watch them squeeze in and out of the dust bin
      junkyard under the W.P.A. trestle
      right there across the way,
      all the while under
              the spell of Ancients:
      the green Boiled Hams delivery truck and the Chow
      Mein fast-food van that have been stuck there for decades.

      Finally then--at 3 A.M.--the sky
      musters up a thunderstorm.
      All the houses are dark.
      A drunk leans against the trestle pissing.
      I watch the water
      roll down the street
      carrying newspapers and debris,
      paper cups and unnamed things,
      in a stream
      down the Slope
      toward the Canal.



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